I'm a 20 year old on a challenging journey to radically improve my life (doesn't that sound so melodramatic?).

Wednesday, 14 May 2008

Things aren't going so well right now

Today I spent most of the day in bed. It's interesting how many things you can just sleep off.

I felt anxiety that nearly started a panic attack off today. I've been feeling this for the last week on and off, and I'm pretty scared about it. My OCD level hasn't been as high as this for a while either.

I'm going out tonight to the student union venue (it's pretty nice actually). I have a lot of my clothes washed, and my shower has been fixed and it's able to give out hot water now - so I'll be able to be washed and look presentable.

I guess it's time to start reading my OCD help book again:













(I just took that shower I was on about, lol)

I'm meant to be taking an exam tomorrow - it's my last exam. However, because I'm disabled I can get it moved to the next semester :D. Thank goodness because this week it's been hard to revise because of my anxiety.

Well, as I'm typing now it's 21:26, I better go and buy some beers.

I was going to make a post about goal setting, but I hadn't managed to try fully what I wanted to experiment with this week (again, due to anxiety), so I made the choice of making this post instead.

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